Scared to Enter a Romantic Relationship

I think you should look at the glass half full. Although starting a relationship is scary and maybe a little difficult, certainly if you have not been in a relationship before, but your profit from a good relationship will be so great that the advantage outweighs the disadvantage. I suggest you maybe try to start practicing it, start chatting with people, either on dating apps or even just being nice to people at the supermarket, gas station or anywhere else. You never know where the love you want so much will come from.