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Noodleboi

488d

Today has been a bad day. I thought about ending my life. I am struggling with addiction to benzodiazepines. I keep thinking that I will see my friends one more time on NYE and then I will end my life. I’m tired of physical pain and the emptiness I feel inside. When I got SJS I truly hoped it would kill me. The only thing I feared was my family finding out I was taking benzos again. It didn’t kill me. I got better. I should have died that night.

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    • Electric.Sheep

      463d

      @Noodleboi I may reach that point one day. I get more tired every day and the more tired I am, the less I can cope

    • Electric.Sheep

      488d

      I have similar thoughts sometimes. My chronic pain has been going for 9 years now. I'm exhausted and want it to end. For now though I have some light in my life and I couldn't do that to my mum. It would break her

      • Noodleboi

        488d

        @Electric.Sheep I feel the same, but I’m starting to think less about how it would affect everyone else, more about how I wouldn’t be in pain anymore :(

        • Electric.Sheep

          463d

          @Noodleboi I may reach that point one day. I get more tired every day and the more tired I am, the less I can cope

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