Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts

That sounds like a plan, and in my experience when there’s a plan it’s definitely time to seek help before it’s at its worst and the risky thought turns into an action. Being suicidal is very scary and doesn’t need to be at its worst in order to get help. I would reach out now to a therapist or person you trust to talk about what your next step should be in terms of getting help. And if those aren’t options then going to the hospital to be evaluated isn’t a bad idea. ❤️