Struggling to communicate with my mom

I'm so sad I made my mom sad because I didn't eat something she cooked tonight I put a fork full of it in my mouth but was holding back the gag while I swallowed it. so I asked if anyone else wanted it. I know she was doing her best but I couldn't stand the texture and taste of it. On top of that her stove/oven is no longer in use because then water boiled over and got on the wires. I apologized over and over about not eating it but. So I put my head down and went into the bedroom and I remembered I have so many cook books bc That's one of my special interests I found one for crock-pots and took it outta the closet in the bed room and slowly walked to my mom and said I'm sorry she accidentally ruined her stove and handed her my cookbook and told her she could barrow it. She seemed to be more upset so now I'm in the bedroom trying not to cry because I don't know how to make her feel better because everything I say seems to be mean. 😭😭