Feeling Lost and Disconnected

This goes to show that it’s your anxiety. As the weed calms you down you don’t hyperfixate on the world around you. I suggest getting on Prozac and starting from there. I have the same issue mine is anxiety related and so may yours!!

Honestly I think you should try to quit smoking. Depersonalization symptoms may be caused by or worsened by withdrawal. I know that is a lot hard said than done. Just keep the end goal in mind.