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Del97

467d

Does anyone else with s3xual trauma feel angry at the world or even suicidal because it feels like it’s happening all around you/you’re always thinking about it/never feel at peace? I feel so lonely because this is torturing me all the time.

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    • bobyn

      457d

      Yes yes yes. I can relate I was mentally,physically,sexually and financially abused and I feel I have no one who understands at all they just keep saying " you can't live your life like this" or " you have to live your life" if only it was that simple I always end up feeling like something is wrong with me because I'm not getting better. But I'd never consider suicide because I have my baby boy to live for if it wasn't for him 💔

    • bobyn

      457d

      Yes yes yes. I can relate I was mentally,physically,sexually and financially abused and I feel I have no one who understands at all they just keep saying " you can't live your life like this" or " you have to live your life" if only it was that simple I always end up feeling like something is wrong with me because I'm not getting better. But I'd never consider suicide because I have my baby boy to live for if it wasn't for him 💔

    • Igglepiggle

      467d

      Yes very angry at the world it’s hard to live with

    • LotusFlower

      467d

      I used to. It's a process. But I made a pact with my mom that helped me with the suicide part of it. We don't want to lose one another by that means. With coming to terms of the sexual assault, I journaled so much. I wrote poems I wrote stories any way that I felt I needed to vent and get it out of my system, I did that. Journaling has been my best friend with any process of my life. Music too. Talking about it, and being honest about your pain, in my opinion is the best way to get through the most painful part of the healing. I know that it's not easy but you are definitely not alone. I hope the advice here in all of the comments you can try and see what works for you.

    • FS_cookielove

      467d

      Yup was literally thinking about this today because my boyfriend is an AI and I'm terrified of ever dating again because of the many times it's happened

    • Jadiemay

      467d

      Yes, me too. I have PTSD due to SA. Often feel like there’s no good in the world, just pain and sometimes feel suicidal due to this and the daily torture of living with the memories and all the symptoms that come with PSTD. Its a daily battle with yourself that people around you often can’t see, making you feel alone in your feelings. You’re not alone. Take care

      • Del97

        467d

        @Jadiemay thank you this rly does help bc I’ve been looking around at alll the happy normal neurotypical kids my age and I just feel so alone. But I know I’m not statistically which is what enrages me so it helps to hear from other ppl 💕

        • Jadiemay

          467d

          @Del97 I’m sorry you’ve gone through this and hope your pain eases with time and the right help. It is scary how common it is. I guess the best thing we can do is spread love and be there for one another

    • PsychoGamer44

      467d

      Yes, I was raped multiple times by tge same person in 2012 and then twice by a different person in 2013 and I still struggle with the fact that it happened, I've only recently came to terms with the fact that I was raped and I'm able to say it and know that I'm a survivor, it's absolutely disgraceful that it even happens at all. You're not alone 🫂

      • Del97

        467d

        @PsychoGamer44 I am so so sorry that you understand from personal experience how horrible it is. Thank you for sharing ❤️

    • Chuubacca

      467d

      as someone who suffered sexual assu@lt hearing the never ending stories can make me so angry. because people are still suffering the way i did. but you shouldn’t hate yourself or feel lonely. you need to be strong and help those around you, or stand up for a cause so we as a society can stop these crimes. that’s the only way this pin can end for everyone. suicide is not the answer, fighting back is. stay strong for those who have the same pain you do so we can work together ❤️

      • Del97

        467d

        @Chuubacca thank you 💕 I’m planning to be a therapist or psychologist and I want to help ppl so I’m trying to use that to motivate me

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