Living with Epileptic Seizures and Hallucinations

Hi! I have seizures that cause me to hallucinate sometimes when they happen. But my seizures are so small and unnoticeable that sometimes I notice I’m having a seizure by the hallucination after I come to my senses. They can be really scary like hearing sirens or laughter. They don’t make me paranoid, because it’s not a mental disorder, it’s coming from a epileptic seizure. But the strain of being “crazy” and also just going through this is starting to get to me. People don’t understand that it’s not like schizophrenia, it’s not constant, and I’m not paranoid or significantly depressed, or anything else. I’m on schizophrenia medication, but it hasn’t helped.