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LotusFlower

475d

I feel bad for wanting to call him at 5 in the morning.... but how am I supposed to feel when we haven't spoken in months?! A few texts here, maybe a call when I send an unusual but thoughtful text..... and now I'm being hit up by a person I care nothing about anymore because he wants to make something out of nothing, and project his feelings onto me..... what am I supposed to do right now? I feel bad for wanting to call at 5 in the morning.... but you're all I've been thinking about and I can't say how much I miss you anymore.... just late night thoughts.

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    • Gwen71

      474d

      I'm sorry you feel this way. I just got out of a bad relationship and I want SO bad to text him and tell him I love and miss him but I force myself to do other productive things to distract me from doing that.

    • LotusFlower

      474d

      You all are so amazing as well. We just have to keep going and keep allowing ourselves to grow and mature in our journeys. We can do this one step at a time.

    • LotusFlower

      474d

      Thanks everyone I really appreciate the support 💕

    • Gwen71

      474d

      I'm sorry you feel this way. I just got out of a bad relationship and I want SO bad to text him and tell him I love and miss him but I force myself to do other productive things to distract me from doing that.

      • HousePlantLover

        474d

        @Gwen71 you know you're worth more than that. That's all you gotta think. There is someone out there who will love you so much better than he did. The days get easier. I promise x you're doing amazing xx

        • Gwen71

          473d

          @HousePlantLover thank you. I actually in a new, loving, appreciate each other relationship.

      • SunInAugust

        474d

        @Gwen71 thats an incredible thing to do. Well done

        • Gwen71

          474d

          @SunInAugust Thank you

    • SunInAugust

      475d

      Its so hard to grieve those who have made the biggest impacts on our hearts. I'm so sorry. When I've been in this position recently and made that call it made everything so much worse. When I wrote it all down as a note in mt phone and let myself cry for hours a day......after 8 months mt focus eventually started to drift. Admittedly, it only drifted when I started to worry about mt heart health and life/dead. Its so hard tongreive these things. You deserve connection and love. You deserve consistency that makes relationships feel safe. You deserve the time to grieve on your own timeline - however long that takes.

      • LotusFlower

        475d

        @SunInAugust I started to journal after writing this post. And it hurts a lot. I'm tired of imagining things and being hopeful of things that probably won't ever happen 😔💔

        • SunInAugust

          474d

          @LotusFlower hope deferred make the heart sick. Hope is one of the hardest emotions. Eats away at you. For what its worth, I think hope is such radical beauty, too. It shows that you were given a shitty experience with little reason to expect improvement and yet....you dream of the best. Thats so fantastically brave.

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