I'm having a very bad day. I'm almost out of kratom (yes, I am dependent on it, I'm aware of it and I know it helps nothing but it makes me feel a lot better mentally and it helps with my chronic severe back pain), I am completely broke (0.62 in my account), I live half an hour out of town, husband is at work, and I just don't know what to do right now. My kids ( 2, 3 1/2) are wired (it's nap time), I have absolutely no energy, my back is killing me, I need more kratom but I don't know how to get any, I'm just having a s*** day. I don't expect much from this post, just need to vent. If you read through it thanks for taking the time to read it