Struggling with Alcohol Addiction and Leaving My Dog Behind

Alcohol is a clever creature it will convince u to convince yourself that it's perfectly fine to get drunk even though you swore it off 1000 times with all serious conviction. It will take everything you love and crush it in front of you and the only way to be fine with it is to drink more. Booze is my worst enemy

You're right. It's hard to stop. This is actually my problem. I always think i can pick up a bottle and THIS TIME I'm just nurse a little of it into various drinks, that way I'm not overdoing it and I'll believe I'm able to be more sociable. But no matter my intent, that's not what has ever happened

Your dog wants you sober. I promise you that dog loves you the way you are and surely you could find someone to watch him or her?