Feeling Overwhelmed and Alone with Lupus

I’ve felt so stressed out lately. I feel overwhelmed. Have been sick for way too long, if it’s not one thing it’s another. I feel like everything is just piling up. Work has been so busy, I come home exhausted. Lately I’ve felt like I’m just being judged by my own family about all my meds I take, including antibiotics and stuff for my recent sicknesses. I just kind of feel alone right now. Sometimes I feel like maybe it is all the meds I take that are are just making me more sick… I’ve even thought about stopping meds for lupus treatment. Reboot my immune system.. is there even such thing?!! I feel like lupus is just slowly sucking the life out of me!!!