Um, hm. I'm having weird ideas lately about aliens. When I'm in an altered state of consciousness (dreaming while asleep, or high while awake), I get these deep scary feelings that humans really are an alien experiment. And that it's a really cold experiment. That we reincarnate but every knew life wipes our knowledge again of however closer we were to solving our purpose and figuring out what it is. Because I only feel this way when my state of mind relaxes in sleep or a high, it makes it feel more real, like only in a calm mind can I revert to the truth. When I'm more awake is probably when I am more within a lie and just coping. I guess lately I can't stop thinking about this. Is it really weird?