Struggling with Therapy, Grief, and Relationships

I understand completely. I lost my grandfather to covid while I was struggling to get into therapy. The rest of my family is not very supportive, as they aren't able to cope with my issues. Grandpa was my only support. Since that horrible time, I have found a real mental health care team. Grandpa would appreciate them. You will catch a good support team as well. It may take time, but we'll be here for peer support