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SkylerRose

416d

I kinda feel like my world is crumbing apart. I miss my eldest, I don't think I'll ever see her again... I feel like I'm an unfit mom, but idk why. I've done nothing but take care of my almost 1 year old, even saved her life and was there at the hospital bedside more than once; even now I'm fighting doctors to get tests done, while keeping up with meds and care. I got us away from a horrible relationship and environment, that almost drove me to insanity again. where she would have never thrived even close to the way she is now, we wouldn't be here if I wasn't brave and strong enough to leave... even though I have consistent income and will be living in a beautiful home, and have plans for the future; I fear instability... my youngest has been through HELL... and even though I was in an abusive relationship and I couldn't control much at that time, I feel fully responsible and like complete and utter shit... I fear what is to come in me and my daughters future... I havnt spoken about the abuse I've been through yet, because I'm being stalked and harassed by my ex, his friends, his family, and anyone he has slandered my name to. it's driving me crazy that I may not get any kind of justice. and I know I really should focus on right now and today, but while I've been filing for things this anxiety has been extremely debilitating... I love my girls, even though I dont see one of them because she lives with her grandpa on my ex's side, not even my ex gets to see her. his father has been extremely cruel and has isolated my daughter from everyone family wise... I love myself... I don't want anything to change in a negative way... I'm starting to feel so tired and burnt out, I've tried letting myself rest but it seems like it's made it worse.

    • Chester

      416d

      First of all Hun. Well done you are amazing and strong, don't give in to his fear mongering, I know it's hard I've been in an abusive relationship, you have proved you are much stronger than him. Keep fighting, trust me it gets easier and better, enjoy the bright and wonderful future you and your youngest have ahead of you, about your oldest, that doesn't sound very healthy, why would he cut her off. Please get child services involved, I don't want to scare you, but she doesn't sound safe

      • SkylerRose

        415d

        @Chester I have actually, idk what's come about it. I think I'll call today... N thank you 🥺🥺🥺

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