Feeling Alone and Hopeless

I am sorry you have no support. I feel the same way. If you would like to chat I would be willing to listen. I lost my best friend to suicide almost a year ago. He suffered from bpd. I am always here if you ever need someone to chat with. Sometimes just someone who will listen is a help.

I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I'm in a similar situation. It is the worst feeling in the world to desperately need help, but be unable to go get help. However, I've been coming to terms with things by becoming closer to god. It's the only thing that seems to help.

Unfortunately it's all to relatable when you put - 10 years ago I thought things would be better -. I'm very sorry that you know this pain. May I ask, what do you think your dogs favorite thing about you is? Would it be the way you laugh? The way you talk them? Out of all the stuff they've done with you, all the memories. What would you say each of their favorite would be? You know your dogs personalities better than anyone.

There are people out there who are searching for a soul like yours, and you their's. I know you're so tired. I understand. I sit here preparing to go to an old friend's funeral tomorrow morning. They took their life feeling alone, and I didn't even know. I had spoken with them about these feelings throughout the years as we both struggle, and I felt like I had established myself as a safe space. I would have done all I could to keep my friend here if I had known how they felt. I didn't know that they may have needed someone. I am proud of you. You have been fighting for so long. I hope you continue to do so with me.

I highly doubt it’s as simple as you being a victim. People with BPD are notorious for stressing the fuck out of relationships. Take care of your holistic health, try to do as much DBT as p

I'm so sorry that this is all happening to you 😥. I've been in your spot on wanting to end my life. I have had "friends" (well who I thought were friends) do the same thing to me. With your mom, that Is her problem and not yours, is there anyone else or any family you could reach out to? I'm open to chatting so if you need to talk to someone I am a possible route for you!