Marlin_Fish

124d

i haven't had a crisis like this in years. im so ready to end it all, so ready.

Depression

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  • Swimmingturtle4

    124d

    Checking in. How are you now?

    • Marlin_Fish

      124d

      still not great. I called and talked to 988 for a while, it honestly didnt help much this time.

      • 13perf

        124d

        some people at 988 are known for being kinda bad help. I have a roommate who works there that bullies and makes fun of me. I guess it’s better to talk to other depressed people.

  • Missallie

    124d

    Hi, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ve been through this plenty of times. Is there anybody who can offer you support? I am also here to offer support if necessary

  • 13perf

    124d

    I’ve felt this way too many times. Even though depression can leave you completely hopeless and feeling as though there’s no point to any of this, remember IT DOES GET BETTER. (I’m also trying to convince myself this at the moment) Till then, just take everything one step at a time and maintain taking your medications (if you’re prescribed any). For the moment, just focus on each thing individually, not the whole picture. Thinking about living the rest of life out while depressed can be exhausting. Till the chemicals in your brain go through a shift, just take baby steps and try to accomplish the little things (like showering, taking meds, eating dinner, etc)

  • jellofish

    124d

    Something that helps me is finding that one thing that would be the hardest to give up. Personally, when I'm feeling that way, I think of my cats, if thinking about loved ones isn't enough. I know it might sound dumb but it helps. Maybe it's the fact that you'd never see another sunset (or something that brings you joy). Just something that you couldn't bring yourself to leave.

    • 13perf

      124d

      or maybe the fact that you’ll never meet your true love

  • MysticRaven

    123d

    Text HOME to 741741

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