flowerpowerr

67d

I’ve been puking and I literally can’t eat anything without puking. When I try thinking about food I can’t stop thinking about how things are touching and how it’s made, it feels like if I eat, I’ll literally be eating sewage. I’m trying to FORCE myself to eat because I feel terrible rn.

Eating Disorder

Fluvoxamine

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

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  • figgypop

    67d

    SAME, or everything will be like cardboard or sandpaper and nothing can make it better. the worst thing part is i can’t stop thinking about how it’s made or that it comes from the ground and everything that goes along with that

    • flowerpowerr

      67d

      when i was hospitalized i was diagnosed with AFRID because of these feelings, it’s excruciating because i beg myself to like food, really really good looking food is horrific to me. the cardboard feeling is exactly how i think of it; like wet cardboard

      • figgypop

        67d

        100%, and it really sucks. is there any coping skills you have learned? or do you ignore it (i have just been avoiding food altogether because i just can’t bring myself to eat because of it most day)

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