Struggling with the Fear of Death and Afterlife

I too wonder what awaits us after we pass. Life has always been pretty rough. I hope you pick yourself up and keep your head up. There is no coming back from that great trip to the other side. Try to find some little things that could bring you joy. I got a kitten, this helped as she's great company, and seems to know when I'm feeling down. Sorry for the overshare

Enjoy the life that you have with your family dad always says. We try to focus on the happy side. I'm his shadow growing up. I know how it feels.

This is my favorite song when I get into a dark time. https://youtu.be/tIZitK6_IMQ

I have often felt this way too over the years, but one thing for sure, God has never left me alone, even when I was mad or upset at Him. And when dark situations finally come to light, I realize He is right there with me, holding me. I'm sorry you are living with the fear of the unknown. If you ever need to chat you can message me. I will pray for you.