I believe the universe is against me. Every time I get even remotely happy, another thing comes through to ruin my life. I can’t take it. It’s completely worn me down. I feel defeated, like there isn’t a single light of hope in my life anymore. I don’t even remember what genuine happiness feels like. I can’t get in to see a therapist because they’re completely booked. I’m so tired.
I know nothing I say can fix the pain you are in, but one thing I do know is we never know what is to come in the future and there might be something beautiful out there coming your way. I pray you can get into seeing a therapist. This pain it can last awhile but it is temporary. The happy moments no matter how small they are they are worth staying for. Know that you are not alone in this battle
You’re not alone at all. I have felt the exact same way for over 10 years. It’s very painful, and I really hope you can see the light at the end of the tunnel, you deserve to ❤️
As for the therapist part, that can be extremely difficult. I just kept calling around until someone answered and said everything I was looking for “We accept your insurance” “I have openings” etc! PsychologyToday is a very useful site in finding therapists
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I believe the universe is against me. Every time I get even remotely happy, another thing comes through to ruin my life. I can’t take it. It’s completely worn me down. I feel defeated, like there isn’t a single light of hope in my life anymore. I don’t even remember what genuine happiness feels like. I can’t get in to see a therapist because they’re completely booked. I’m so tired.
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Anxiety (Including GAD)
Generalized pain
Depression
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