I want to forget him, I want to move on! Im tired of havi...

I'm going through the same thing right now. 17 years!! But he just wants to be friends

This healing process has to be your own. You want him in your life, but you want to be able to move on. I am in that process. You are going to make that decision of talking to him but wanting the pain to stop, but the only way to stop the pain is by letting go at your own pace. Little by little. You will be hurting for a while, and then each time you contact him or vice versa. You will release a small bit if hurt. Until you are finally able to feel that hurt lift from your heart and the final straw will be the most painful and most freeing feeling ever. I promise you this will get better although it will not be easy and it's going to hurt like H.E.🏒🏒 but you will get through this. 🙏🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 if you need to personally chat pls reach out hunny. I understand how you're feeling.

🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 baby no one understands your pain more than me.