Mr._Dank

166d

I feel like my depression is getting out of hand lately. I can quiet my anxiety down a lil more lately. But my depression is eating me alive. It’s like every second I’m awake, I don’t want to be. I just want to go to sleep forever. I hate this feeling.

Depression

Chronic Tachycardia

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  • Denotchka

    166d

    What started the depression recently?

    • Mr._Dank

      165d

      I started getting worse when I was in a weird relationship last year. And it continued on. Then I started being around family and I’m trans and they don’t accept me at all, so that added onto it. Recently I developed a major crush on this girl. I thought she liked me too, cause our vibe is crazy. It still is. But she started talking about how she’s talking to this dude now. My heart sunk, and I went back into my slump. Only was happyish again for a short time. For me depression comes in waves. Back and forth. It’s either bad but manageable or so bad I can’t manage.

  • Pridefrog

    165d

    I agree but I'm so sorry your feeling like this I know how hard it can be I'm always here if you need to chat !

    • Mr._Dank

      165d

      thank you. That means a lot!❤️

  • sadsloth

    165d

    I'm there right now. All I want to do is sleep. If I didn't have to use the bathroom I'd probably stay in bed all day. You are not alone. I just take it one day at a time and one step at a time.

    • Mr._Dank

      165d

      I’m sorry you’re going through this too. I am the same. I would not eat and just sleep all the time if I could. But my dreams love to attack me and I dream vividly every single night haha

  • YanyLaurel

    165d

    We're here for you. I'm so sorry. I've noticed that when I'm depressed shaming myself makes it worse so just accepting yourself exactly as you are right now will be helpful, I think. Do you have a therapist? I'm so sorry it's such a dark place right now. It's unfair that even though it is a very real disease, it is invisible to others

    • Mr._Dank

      165d

      Thank you. Yes I know shaming myself is worse. I’m trying to fight it with things I like about myself. And yes, I do. However, I can barely get appointments. They’re usually a month or two apart. And they won’t give me any more.

    • Mr._Dank

      165d

      It’s crazy cause I feel so dead, and yet I still want to not be alive. But I’m mainly suffer with suicidal ideation. I can stop myself from doing something thankfully.

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