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Sktchy

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(Rant) No idea what’s wrong with me. It seems like everyday I unlock a new level of how bad it can be to be depressed. I’m not even sure this is depression anymore it’s like beyond that and this “lifestyle” is just so draining and bad. Life is so boring for me. I don’t find anything fun anymore like nothing I do makes me feel any type of “joy” all I can do is sleep bc I don’t want to spend another second in my life. No one to talk to and ppl that talk to me it just feels like a waste of time of how boring it is. I feel so drained and just fed up with any/everything. It’s getting so bad where I don’t want to even be in bed anymore I just want to stop existing. It’s not even on any suicidal timing it’s just how boring and useless I feel living a life that isn’t making me feel any thing. And what makes it harder is I can’t talk about this to anyone. Like dead ass nothing. And it gets so tiring. I have no idea what I want to do and no idea how I can get out of this shorty place I’m at in my life. Starting getting high again and tbh that doesn’t help anymore. Getting high didn’t actually “help” it just prolonged the inevitable but now it just seems so pointless I don’t even want to get high anymore I don’t want to do anything all I want is to stop waking up. It’s not even a lazy thing either u just feel so lost bro. So tired of being up at these hours with nothing/no one but it’s the same thing is it’s like 3pm or in the middle of the day . It’s just the same thing. I’m tired of being alone and that goes for people and myself I don’t feel real I don’t belong. I’m not even Fr sad Ik not even suicidal I just don’t know what I need I just want to not feel so bored or useless it’s so hard to explain but this feeling is not it.. then niggas don’t even ask me how I’m feeling and I mean like Yk u aren’t obligated to ask me or help But I mean damn aren’t u supposed to be my “friend” at least act like u care loll..

    • Catlady121427

      616d

      I know Ur pain to well....I'm about the same...if U need to talk I'm here

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