Struggling with Bipolar Disorder: From Mania to Depression

I care. Don't do it. Someone out there will be adversely affected by your choice. Speaking frome experience as I'm the sister and daughter of addicts.

Nobody will stop you from choosing to do that, however think about it before doing it if possible. There's always somebody who cares, it's not worth adding an addiction on top of it. I understand the emotions you're facing however drugs will only put a blanket over everything, it doesn't truly help. I'm sorry you're going through such a hard time, you aren't alone. Know that there's people who listen and care 🤗