Feeling Stuck and Hopeless

So cliche but very true.. things will get better. What do you like to do in your free time? What is your dream job? What would make you the happiest? Answering these questions may give you some hope and excitement for the future.. even if it’s small there is always a reason to live, always. Sending much love.

As someone who hated the school (teachers and all) they went to. I totally get that. There are still times now at 28 where I struggle with how I was treated there. But it does get better and you do get out. I promise. You'll have a future. Even if you can't see it now. It's there.

Are you on antidepressants? If so you may need a different one or your dose adjusted. It also sounds like you may have anxiety and should go over that with a psychiatrist. I know personally I had huge problems with depression and anxiety in school where for like 2 weeks I couldn't do anything, didnt want to go, and then 2 weeks I felt ontop of everything. Just back and forth, I should have sought treatment sooner. But, almost everytime you push yourself out of bed and get to school you come to find its far more enjoyable than sitting around all day wallowing about not going, and being alone with your thoughts. I have a few more tips of you want, and I'm concerned for you, let us know if you're in an unsafe mindspace. I just want to ask, do you have a psychiatrist?