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sandnsea

409d

Having a really rough time atm, was told yesterday that they have put my amazing nanny on end of life care I'm heartbroken she is an amazing lady was always there while I was growing up I was brought home to her home when I was born, I lived with her at some points I worked with her too, I cared for her for 5 years before her dementia got worse and she needed 24/7 care. I went to see her last night to say goodbye and to tell her it's okay to stop fighting that absolutely killed me. I've had several panic attacks through the night I've not slept every time I close my eyes all I can see is her just laying there. I've lost people close to me before including my grampi but this hits different this is the women that helped raise me was always there when I needed anything at all. She hasn't known us for several years but I got used to that she was still my nanny. She's my QUEEN, I know that she won't be suffering or won't be in pain anymore and will be at peace that's all I want for her is to stop suffering. I'm sorry for the rant I needed to get it off my chest.

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    • Bre19

      396d

      I'm so sorry that you are going through this rough time

    • Bre19

      396d

      I'm so sorry that you are going through this rough time

    • sandnsea

      409d

      I'm so so sorry for your loss 💔 thank you so much, I have so many amazing memories of her that I will never forget. That's beautiful ❤️ I wish I was that creative I wouldn't know where to start. We are definitely very blessed ❤️ I'm trying to be x

    • mthebrave

      409d

      💕💕 Sending you love and strength, I lost my amazing granny 2 weeks ago and know how it feels, there wasn't a week I would go without seeing her my whole life. I wrote a poem about her being our matriarch, queen and angel 😇 It took her 7 days to pass which was the hardest part of the process, waking with dread every day waiting for the news, but I think it was good to give our family time to process rather than it being a sudden shock. I have the beautiful memories of her still, not just the ones of her in hospital. She was able to hear and squeeze our hand to say she wasn't in any pain. How lucky we are to have been blessed with amazing grandmas! Be brave. x

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I'm so sorry to hear about your nanny. It's clear that she has had a significant impact on your life and it's natural to feel heartbroken during this difficult time. It's important to allow yourself to grieve and process your emotions. Remember the love and support from those around you, and consider seeking additional support if needed. Your nanny's memory will live on through the love and care she provided for you.

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