I'm so sorry that happened. I've lost individuals from my life like that and I understand how sad, confusing, and anger producing it can be. Try your best to feel those feelings and let yourself grieve. Also try remembering the good times and the things you loved about them.

I'm glad you went somewhere at least. I was trained in this storta stuff a few times, but I'm no actual professional to be clear. I've even lost someone close to me too... it can be hard, but there are a lot of resources. First off, it's not your fault. I know it can be really feel like it is, but it isn't. If you feel unsafe, there is a crisis hotline immediately available. The number is really easy to look up. Also, if you feel able, do try to see how your other friends are handling it. Maybe you all can help each other. I'm really sorry for your loss. For what it's worth, I'll be praying. You got this. <3

My best friend also committed suicide. I totally understand. I still wonder if I could have prevented it. It hurts. I feel guilty. Sigh.

I am so sorry, I can imagine how hurt and angry you must feel. Losing someone like this is such a painful experience, but it's not your fault. Your friend was very strong for a very long time, and I would encourage you to remember them that way. Sending you and your friends much love and virtual hugs 😥💕

It's not your fault. It was your friend's decision. Take your time to grieve your loss, everything will be okay.

I'm here if you want to talk about it. It's never easy to loose someone so close to you especially to suicide. It's not your fault, a lot of the time you can't do anything to change their mind. I'm sorry for your loss.