Understanding My Disorder: Seeking Advice

Well I didn't find out I had this till 2020 in September. When I was hurting in my leg. I went to the ER. And was shipped from one to another (ER) because it had became dislodged and traveled to my lungs. I was only 39 at the time. It totally changed my life. I am alive yes. But unable to get around as I used too. I have been told that because I developed the clots. I will be on Eliquis for the rest of my life. I have had 4 other clots since September 2020. I don't know which problem ( that I have ) causes me too be tired and sometimes 😴 knocked out for a couple hours. But I am constantly trying to get up and do things. Even though most the medication has caused me too gain weight.