Stressed Out: Struggling with Mental Health and Physical Health Issues

Got so much on my mind rn So tired but can’t sleep Missing someone I love Stressed about getting a website finnished created and how imma get the items to sell on it Stressed about getting the rest of my room cleaned and other rooms in my house in the morning after my dogs mess the rooms up Stressed about getting good grades in school and graduating and currently struggling with the should I drop out and work on me rn and get money built up so I can take care of me or stay in and get good education but still slightly struggling Stressed about what imma wear to school on Monday and if I’ll look good in it Stressed about will my hair grow back faster after my episode that I didn’t comb my hair because I was depressed and tired of everything Stressed about trying to have everyone like me but I’m Bi and questioning gender and wishing I was someone I’m not Missing my mom and my dog that I have there Stressed because my house feels like a temporary home I wanna live with my mom but I wanna settle down and not be moving all the time and I want a lot of people out of my business because people snitch to much or start crap that’s not true Stressed about why my mental heath rises then drops real fast and why it feels like everytime it drops it just gets worse questioning if I have something worse the depression or like what I think it could be schizophrenia but doctors are saying I’m to “young” to have it but two of my friends had it young age Stressed about why I’m always gaining weight and when I loose (due to sickness) why I gain it back so fast no matter diet or exercise I’m always gaining and never seems like I’m losing unless I’m sick Stressed cuz I can’t figure out why I’m getting so many migraines today Stressed about what might be wrong with my heart er said it seemes to be enlarged so I went to my doc they did and EKG and that came back normal but they want an ultrasound on my heart but I can’t get in till February and I’m so worried about it I want to die so bad but I dont wanna hurt thoes I love rn :( Sorry just a little spam of how I’m feeling