Celebrating Small Victories: Confronting Loneliness

I went to work with makeup on!! I wore nice green checkered earrings too :). I really tried my best! I made a healthy breakfast, visited a friend, practiced violin…I even went to the store after work. I _never_ have the energy to do things after work. I was SO BRAVE!! I know that tomorrow I will be a bit burnt out. However, this was a massive jump forward, so I will take the brakes for a little!! It’s amazing, because like, I’m not so repressed. I felt lonely today. Like, instead of ignoring it until it became utterly unbearable, I just felt it. I sat with it. I confronted it and thought of ways to work with it. I’m really proud of myself. I’m still super lonely, sad, and confused. But…I’m actually aware of it right now. Idk if that makes sense to anyone, but that’s an accomplishment for me. I walked outside and delivered pizzas with my cute little face and everything.