Struggling with BPD and Risky Sexual Behavior

I dunno if you're an artist, but anytime I felt like being risky or engaging in SH, I would tattoo myself. It has helped tremendously.

i’m sorry your brain finds comfort in risk taking like that, friend. i’m the same way. for me, having to face the consequences is not only embarrassing but makes me feel repulsed by myself. i’d suggest finding some sort of an alternative that would be adrenaline inducing for u, but i know that putting an end to the type of cycle that results with engaging in risky sexual practices isnt anything easy.