Weekly Wellness Check-In: How's Everyone Doing?

I think she’s losing interest in me

I feel like shit and my sh urges are thru the roof, and the doctor refuses to up my meds. I feel like I need a hospital but my clients have me booked until the beginning of November and I dont want to let them down. I'm scared tbh

I'm okay this week. Last week was A LOT with school bc I had a few finals and a 19 pg paper due 🙃 but til Wednesday is fall break so I'm getting ready for Halloween by thrifting and getting stuff together for our party! I'm going to be a mushroom this year :D I also have a b&w horror photoshoot today that I've been excited for. Hopefully this is a GOOD week. Still got a video analysis due this week though 🙄

I feel like maybe I am crazy because my nero is dismissing all my symptoms and I'm so tired

I am not doing too well. Today my aunt and uncle call saying whoops we can't come to your birthday we made other plans so I get really sad then the call back like an hour later and go you're more important were canceling out other plans. Additionally my joints are flaring and no medication is helping I start a new one tomorrow but I'm nervous.

Tired but in a good way since I stayed up until two last night reading a good book.

Rather depressed honestly. Just dropped off my oldest and it's hitting that I won't be there to celebrate his birthday Thursday. We celebrated it this weekend here at the house but it's not the same. Feeling a lot of guilt...