Weiss

160d

Lately I've been falling into this muck where I'm super irritable and I feel like I have no care for anything at all. I just want to go off sometimes. Most of the time I don't even want to be touched. I feel awful because sometimes I don't even want to have family or a relationship. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't want to take SSRIs anymore because I've taken them in the past and they didn't help. I just want to stop feeling so angry all the time. Any advice? I'm just so exhausted.

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  • Mayfly

    160d

    It will pass. You should take some time for yourself, though. You don't have to be touched or be around people if you don't want to be. And let yourself feel angry sometimes. There are things worth being angry about. But try to use that anger as energy driving change as much as you can.

    • Weiss

      160d

      I really wish I could believe it will pass but this has been ongoing for a few months. I don't think it's a passing kind of thing. I'm under virtually no effective treatments so I'm really worried that this will continue. I don't like any sensation of touch anymore even when I crave it. I pull away. I feel extremely far away when I'm physically not. It's just exhausting because there are hardly any options for psychiatric care near me and my psychiatrist is a dreaded pill doctor. I let myself be angry but it's a problem when it gets hateful and resentful for no reason. I don't want to live like this.

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