markiplier

206d

anyone else more of the im going to break shit during an episode person than curl up and die type person?

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

Memory Loss

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  • ShartingFrog

    206d

    Honestly? I’m both at times. I usually just see red when I’m splitting and then when I regret it I try to curl up and die ASAP 😂

    • markiplier

      206d

      i’m new to this whole thing so i didn’t know it was called splitting! but me too it definitely changes but it’s form red to then regret and wanting death 🙏

      • ShartingFrog

        206d

        I get that! It gets easier to forgive yourself but I’ve learned that sometimes you’ll forgive yourself and forget more than you should after a while. You start to understand why you do this, but the people around you are still very confused. Try verbalizing your anger, very LITERALLY and not towards anything in general. Like “I’m very angry right now and I feel like fucking shit up” and I just keep ranting until it becomes less of a physical problem.

  • rainnie

    206d

    Definitely both. Ive broken many mirrors and glasses. Never without regretting it afterwards

    • markiplier

      206d

      i used to break vases and then freak out at what i did maybe younger me should’ve taken that as a sign..

    • ShartingFrog

      206d

      me too. It’s so hard, especially when you’re deemed a narcissist by the people around you afterwards. It’s scary because you know that you TRULY regret it but it’s too late to prove otherwise.

  • Dext_Mess

    206d

    Yes, it’s strange because I used to never break things when I was younger but now when pushed I’ll break anything and scream.

  • vy1

    206d

    Both, but mainly the destructive hatred. Like screaming alone in a car and hitting doors.

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