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549d

I'm still alive sadly/surprisingly though I wish I wasnt- I don't want my younger sibling to go through the trauma of seeing that... I wanna be there for them but im honestly not sure how much longer I will be able to hold on.. I just want to feel better... I just want to be normal.... I hate feeling like this and I just want everything to stop- I'm tired... I'm so tired of everything.. I wrote a note last night but I decided against going through with it.. so I guess that's a good thing?... idk.. the nightmares have been getting worse lately... I've been seeing him around more (not physically I don't think-) but part of me craves his attention whether that be good or bad, I'm not sure why..

    • Spyderman

      549d

      I have similar thoughts regularly and wrote a note of my own recently, I try to tell myself that it’s not a bad life it’s a bad day and even if I can’t promise one more year or month being around I can try to give just one more day :)

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