I am emotionally exhausted. one minute my parents are fighting. next minute I'm sobbing. this is everyday. honestly I don't know when it will end. will it ever?? I can hardly get a job, and everyone is turning on me. I have a lot of trouble sleeping, and then when I do get sleep it's hard to wake up. I don't want to half of the time. so many things have happened. I would always get made fun of from like, 3rd to 7th grade. I have cried so many nights, because of fights, worrying about my family, getting into fights with friends, other stuff. I have been mentally abused and called names most of my life. it's tiring and I'm on the urge of just dropping dead from the stress. there's piles of it, EVERYDAY. NO MATTER WHERE I AM OR WHAT IM DOING! I'm tired, and I just want a good day, good enough sleep, and a family that doesn't fight and mentally abuse me. but I'll just keep dreaming. there's other stuff I don't feel comfortable sharing. but this stuff, that's not all of it. it's the beginning of a long story I don't know how to explain properly. is there any medication that can decrease my stress, anxiety, and depression and help me reduce my hunger?
Anxiety (Including GAD)
I don't know how old you are and/or what your financial situation is like, but at least start looking for a way to get out of your family situation. Ask your doctor about looking into meds, theres a ton out there and they all work differently for different people. I'm not sure why you want to reduce your hunger.
i have a bad eating disorder. and I don't really have money to get out of it, I still need a few years to get the money to move. I will try to talk to my doctor. I also don't feel comfortable sharing my age. It's complicated, I'm sorry
I'm so sorry, I didnt mean to make it sound like I wanted your age. Definitely keep that information confidential. I'll have to find a better way to word that sort of thing. I know pretty much nothing about eating disorders, so I dont have any advice to give on that front. Something else to go to the doctor with.
Since you still have a few years before you can escape your current situation, maybe try finding a safe calming place you can go to temporarily when things are getting bad? I have an apple tree in my yard I go sit under when I need to be away from my family.
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