Nyxxie

94d

I'm going to rant and I don't know if anyone can relate but I literally feel like no one likes me. I thought my second year of college would be better but its worse than the first.. I feel totally alone and I hate this feeling. I thought me and my roomate would get along since we've been texting all summer but we don't.. we don't talk and she's literal a total opposite of me.. I'm more social this year and I'm going to event but I can barley hold a conversation with someone before they leave to talk to people they know, and or the people who do talk to me don't talk to me anymore after the event is over.
I feel more alone now than ever.. at least last year my roomate talked to me and we got along.. but in the end they kind of distanced away from me. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Even people online don't talk to me.. I'm an introvert don't get me wrong but I hate HATE this absolute feeling of loneliness.. I want friends, I want to leave my dorm more, I don't want to feel judged by everyone around me anymore..

Depression

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

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  • Actow

    94d

    Are there organizations/clubs you are interested in joining at school?

    • Nyxxie

      94d

      i joined two clubs but they don't start till middle of September

      • Actow

        94d

        Those have always pushed me into social situations, especially with those like myself. Hang in there and maybe you’ll find a group of people to befriend throughout your college years.

  • poodlelover28

    94d

    I feel you I have a very hard time making friends too and I've just had to stay busy to cope with some of the loneliness. My fiancée is like my only friend irl.

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