Feeling Unappreciated and Seeking Medical Help

i really cba anymore my dad cares about my mother more then me just because now she is having seizures he checks on her every ten mins he never and still doesn’t do anything like that with me i’m so sick of him and he pretending like he cares about me, tonight he called an ambulance for her and that triggered me so much and made me split he doesn’t care about me he only cares about her he never notices when i have one never not once, tomorrow i’m going to phone my gp because i just need medication to get my emotions in check i’ve said to them multiple times that i might have bpd they don’t do jack śhít about it they just say ur not old enough one doctor in the past just said to me go for walks regularly LIKE I DONT DO THAT ALREADY i’m so pissed at everyone and everything