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vent/poem? dizziness over exercising excuses for not eating "I'll eat later" fatigue depression shutting down hurting but no, I'm fine. I'm ok. all I need is more water... and then once I get a new record I can eat. unless.. unless I keep going. and going. maybe I could go weeks. months. we'll never know. I ate today yes, but the toilet is calling out for me. it's easy to cave. to say okay. it's easy to make excuses why am I exercising so much? why to burn off those non-existent calories of course. the calories that aren't there because they are done the toilet silly. no, I'm okay, I just need some more water. water will help. I'm just dehydrated. I'm okay, I just need... I just need. help. I need help. but who can help somebody who doesn't try to feel better? it's hopeless it's useless I'm useless I'm hopeless this is hopeless no I'm not fat, I know I'm really skinny but just after one more meal skip... maybe then I'll be enough. I need the control. it's the only control I have. what if I lose control? what will happen? chaos will happen. so tear me down smash my bones make me weak it's okay. at least I don't have to eat

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