Feeling Alone in a Crowd

Yes but also no one in my life does anything TO make me feel loved. So there’s really no evidence that I’m loved. I also have BPD tho.

All the time at birthday party events that my family members have and I usually just go to the person I’m closest to and talk to them about how I feel or do something to get my mind off of being alone although your not

What’s your opinion on poopin?

Yes I feel like this sometimes it's werid and I don't know why I feel this way

Yes. This is how I've been feeling lately. Like I know I have lots of people who care about me but I still feel alone.

I feel like this sometimes, too, usually alongside the feeling I'm watching the world happen around me or that I "stop existing" the moment I'm actually alone. It's very isolating, and I try to remember that I'm an individual with my own experiences and feelings and joys. I also try to redirect my thoughts to reasons why I love the people around me, sort of as a way to reconnect to them in a way.

No matter how much someone loves you, it can still feel isolating to know that they will never truly "understand" what you go through. As cliché as it is, I find journaling to be really helpful. Write out my feelings and what I'm grateful for and I feel less alone, somehow