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thistle

837d

I was finally able to find a therapist, but I am unable to see him until the 18th of February. I am going out of my mind. I am not stable. I feel so stuck. So many different things seem to go wrong. I am a young adult and am unable to work right now (hopefully within the half year) and am stuck in a toxic household. I can't help compare to everyone around me. It seems like even the people who have the same if not worse hardships are able to do/ accomplish way more and have a fulfilling life. I have a deep ache in my chest that I can't do anything about really. Leaving my house isnt an option right now because I can't risk getting COVID. All I can do is wait for my therapist. I truly am having such a hard accepting all of this. I just want a normal life. I just want to be as happy as I see others. I get to jealous. I hate feeling hate for people who feel joy. Shit is too complex to fully convey here. I am just tired. I might need suggestions, or just people who can understand how it feels to be stuck at this age, scared of being unable to prepare for the future

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    • Mamalaur

      837d

      This hit home for me! I finally started seeing a therapist but what good does it do to see her once a month! I go crazy every single day not knowing how to deal with all that goes on in my head. I feel a legitimate ache in my chest all of the time. So much pain and sorrow for one person to carry. It’s hard, so damn hard. But here we are .. pushing every single day. I don’t know how I make it but I do .. and from the looks of it, so do you 🙏 keep pushing never ever ever stop!

    • Mamalaur

      837d

      This hit home for me! I finally started seeing a therapist but what good does it do to see her once a month! I go crazy every single day not knowing how to deal with all that goes on in my head. I feel a legitimate ache in my chest all of the time. So much pain and sorrow for one person to carry. It’s hard, so damn hard. But here we are .. pushing every single day. I don’t know how I make it but I do .. and from the looks of it, so do you 🙏 keep pushing never ever ever stop!

    • SoraSora

      837d

      A lot of what you wrote really resonated with me and I wanted to just say I have been in a similar situation and that you will eventually get out of it and things will be okay. It is really hard for me to see the point in trying or having a better future because I don’t feel I have a purpose, but I was able to get myself out of that place and function in a way I am much more proud of and I am 100% certain you will get there too. I am sure you feel incredibly isolated. Literally and figuratively and I’ve only been on this app for a day but please utilize it as much as possible. I am sure you are also exhausted but I want you to know it’ll all be okay. Whatever that means, I know it is true.

    • moonbunnie

      837d

      i understand how this feels. the frustration, the guilt, the “why can’t i do this when other people can”. it really does take over and it’s so hard. just know that you’re not alone and that i hope once you’re able to talk to a therapist, things do start getting better for you. people are here for you and understand what you’re going through. i know you can do it. good luck with everything and i hope you reach your goals one day, because it’ll still be a great achievement no matter how long it takes 💕

    • Sluggy

      837d

      I'm on that same crazy train. Know that you're not alone.

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