Struggling to Find Love with HIV Diagnosis

when I found out I had hiv I was homeless. I guess you can say being homeless save my life I was so sick and went to the hospital the doctor told me I had hiv I told him he lying I ask them to check it again they check it 3 times I had to realize my life had changed forgive SOMETIME I FEEL LIKE WHEN PEOPLE LOOK AT ME THEY SEE HIV...

Just joining this app and feel like it’s my safe place. I was born HIV positive sucks but it wasn’t a chose for me. Been in foster care since birth you can say cause once my family found out they didn’t want me. Mom was already locked up so she couldn’t take me she was fighting her drug addiction. I just found my family after 26 years. Nobody seems like they can answer my questions. I asked my mom why me I had to go years with people telling me nobody’s ever going to want a person with hiv. That I should kill myself. Yeah I thought about it lucky there where people who where amazing to me and told me it wasn’t my fault there was nothing I could do about it cause I was born with it but to overcome and help other children. Now look at me a Fience and four beautiful children that are healthy. Never let anything stop you from becoming something great your past does not define who you become. Love yourself

My Struggles with Mental Health and HIV