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SplendidSparky

585d

I just had a really bad scare that my partner was going to leave me. I'd messed up and crossed a boundary my partner had set. I came clean about it quickly. It, understandably, hurt him badly. We're doing okay again but I know BPD Brain is starting to act up and is going to continue to get worse because it's happened in the past with past partners. I know I'm going to start splitting bad and bounce from being super lovey to wanting nothing to do with him and finding small things to dislike him for. I absolutely love and adore him and want to spend forever with him. I really hate that my brain does this. I have no logical reason to act that way but he definitely does (he's been nothing but loving even after having hurt him the way I did). And now to the point of this post other than to vent, do any of you have any advice on how I can handle my borderline symptoms that are going to arise from this scare?

    • cbear22

      584d

      I feel the same way with my partner I always feel like there is something I am going to say or do thats just going to make him leave me (šŸ˜­) l love my partner but most of the time we just argue about things that I can't really help/change. We play Minecraft together to fix our problems most of the time.

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