Struggling with Depression and Anxiety at 3:49am

It’s 3:49 am I can’t sleep I want to feel high but I’m not and it’s frustrating. I wanna talk to someone and cuddle with someone I love. I saw pictures of my ex from a year ago today and I miss them I wonder if I’ll ever get to be happy like that again. My stomach hurts it won’t stop making noise I’m hungry. Today has been depressing I’ve just been laying in bed, I did walk to the gas station though so I’m proud of myself for leaving the apartment and getting food. My therapy session today was awkward and emotional. I always feel upset after therapy because I feel like we never accomplish anything or talk about it What I’m dealing with. I tell her about something and she doesn’t really have any feedback and there’s lots of silence in between talking. I haven’t spoke to my mom all day. She’s upset because I’m moving to Florida with my aunt even though my mom has been wanting me to move out. But she also says she will buy the plane ticket? I’m so confused. Hopefully I can wake up by 11 tomorrow to meet my teacher because it’s really important.