I need to know if anyone else feels that if they need space from people but never wants to be alone and it hurts like hell. but then you stare at someone and wonder how much you could hurt that person before they hurt you and drink or eat something that you hate but still need to fill full on.
Honestly, i shouldve mentioned these thoughts before my therapist left (she was pregnant) because they are homīcīdal thoughts. I believe everyone has them sometimes in a less imaginative way. But the way i have them really get dark and they worry me sometimes, definitely speak to a professional and figure out the deep problem is.
Was there someone you wished were really dead
yeah there was but ive cut contact with given my current situation so my focus hasnt placed on a person again, its just everyone who looks at me
I've had a lot of therapists and sessions and not one ever listens to me
I feel that way alot
So there's no reason to keep trying to get help
you just have to find the right therapist for you, unfortunately thats a forever time taking journey but once you do, youll be thankful
I guess so
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