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funnyhaha

620d

Really struggling the last 24 hours in particular. I'm so incredibly alone and lonely, and I try my best to lift everyone else up, but I'm tapped out. I'm in my mid-40s and have never had love reciprocated. Just a series of deep crushes that don't get returned. Right now I'm in love with someone I can't have, and I can't let them go. I feel like I walk around with a broken heart 24/7 and I don't feel like I have the strength to carry on anymore. I had minor surgery a week ago but it's impairing my ability to get around a bit and I have no motivation to clean and my apartment is a pig sty. It's starting to look like something out of the TV show "Hoarders." I want to get rid of the pain. (And the stuff.) I actually thought about taking my life last night so much that it scared me. I don't want to be hospitalized because I know that won't fix it. it's just a band-aid. The emotional pain is off the charts. My best friend is out of town on vacation with his wife and my best female friend's mom just died, so it's not like she has the capacity to listen right now. I'm just so lost I now understand those people that pray not to wake up. But I did. So. . .help?!? LOL

    • beachgoer

      620d

      Believe me your not alone! I had a really good friend who I cared about alot. We were friends for over 6 years. We talked every single day. I had feelings for her but unfortunately she didn't feel the same way. We remained friends for many years after that and then just recently she pushed me away and said some cruel things. Almost like she was finding a reason to get rid of me. I still don't understand how people can be so cruel. So trust me your not alone.

    • liv1248

      620d

      keep fighting 💕 you’re doing so so good

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