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wandering.soul

657d

this is a quick vent so yeah.. TW: thoughts of suicide, and self harm issues So recently I've been falling back down the endless hole that is my depression, and I'm starting to really struggle again. Everything is getting worse and I'm tired of dealing with it. I had worked so hard to get out of this place, but now I'm back with the old issues that used to be with me. I've been having suicidal thoughts, and have come close to self harming again to feel something different other then just completely hopelessness. I'm exhausted from being on this world lately. something is wrong, but I don't know what IS wrong anymore. I want to disappear, but don't want to abandon everything and everyone I have in this life. I want to feel okay, I could be okay if I knew what the hell was going on in my mind. I feel as if I'm falling down a bottomless pit even when I have people who care and love me that are there, something just feels missing. It's not anything religious related, but I sit in the darkness of my room wondering what's wrong with me..

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    • PinkSparrow

      657d

      Alot of suicidal people don't wanna die, they just wanna end the pain.. I think about suicide on the daily, if not for my daughter I wouldn't be on here right now..

    • PinkSparrow

      657d

      Alot of suicidal people don't wanna die, they just wanna end the pain.. I think about suicide on the daily, if not for my daughter I wouldn't be on here right now..

    • Wintie

      657d

      I understand how you feel.. truth be told, I am feeling the same way as you are. Everything seems to be colliding and fusing together.. and it's hard to know what is wrong when you don't exactly know but you have that desperation to find that answer.. but alas, you can't find the answers throughout the mess. It feels like everything is against you and you feel so empty and feeling like something is missing. I am sorry that you are going through this. I understand how hard it can be and you aren't alone on this journey. If you ever need to talk, my dm's are open. šŸ’—

    • RyleighRain

      657d

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    • Pfeiffer

      657d

      I feel like this sometimes, something is missing in my life but I donā€™t know what it is, I have a life that a lot of people would love to live, but to me itā€™s not enough.

      • wandering.soul

        657d

        @Pfeiffer sometimes i just feel like I'm not meeting other peoples expectations for me and that makes me have a lot of doubt, and i tend to feel the need to just distance myself from everyone i love so that I don't disappoint them, y'know?

        • wandering.soul

          657d

          @wandering.soul but whenever i do this, i feel like something else becomes missing while the thing I'm still looking for is gone already.

    • wandering.soul

      657d

      ignore the spelling errors please and thank you

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