Medication-Immune and Struggling with Depression

I feel that way in a lot of ways. Most make me a zombie or make my symptoms heightened as in worse only one kinda helps and then the doctor took me off of it because they were tryna push a different Med they were getting paid for and even then it didn’t help much but it was better than anything else I took. It’s one of the reasons I really feel that I became an addict because I thought I could maybe fix myself but little did I know things got A LOT WORSE and FAST or at least it felt that way...I’m glad I am doing good addiction wise now Bc it just made my depression and anxiety and schizoaffective disorder and ocd worse but still I wonder when I’ll have a medication that actually helps

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Another post im mentioning my self care post on 😅 I only recommend it because I really think it's the best advice I can give. I made a post that starts with "okay this isn't a question" and goes on to talk about my perspective in the self care thing