RemyTheFlower

83d

sometimes i wake up just to have to hear him

he talks to me, tells me how beautiful I am, tells me I'm perfect
if the day was already going horrible I'll even see him too
It isn't real I know it isn't but It fucking terrifies me
each time it see him it haunts me for the rest of the week

when I'm able to sleep ill have nightmares about it
nobody knows about it and I don't ever want to tell them but I feel like I could just burst into tears at any moment

I want someone to tell me that I'm not really crazy
that this is a normal response
that im dealing with it that im getting better that I'm improving that I'm not just some mess of a person who nobody likes and nobody can stand except for those who will only use and abuse me

Schizophrenia

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

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  • peeka

    80d

    Do you have the ability to get a therapist?

  • peeka

    80d

    If you worry about how you're looked at, but can afford therapy thats a good route. From the first appointment on you will have somebody to trust who will listen. Go for someone who has a decent amount of good reviews. I've dealt with psychotic illness myself, but it may just be a trauma response? I'm no therapist, but we can talk if you need to

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