I am feeling really defeated. These migraines make me fee...

Same! The way things like chores and work just pile up is honestly worse than the migraine, because that just takes away from the short time spent feeling good and productive. Occasionally I just tie some icepacks around my head/neck in a scarf and go on with what I can because I might spend a little longer with a migraine, but at least it feels like I have a choice. (0/10, would not recommend 80% of the time. That's fine. Better to do whatever it takes to help it.) Just remember it won't stop life! As much as it sucks, there's still some memories I cling onto, like just sitting by the window watching the fireflies dance in the trees, and I want to experience that again. If I can just make someone mildly happy by existing like the fireflies did for me, that's use enough until I can figure this out. With the way migraine medicine has changed these past few years, I like to believe it's only a matter of time until a widely effective treatment is released.

Ive been feeling a lot of this lately. I just want the pain to stop

I get them too lot struggling with migraines it's like curse I am trying new things hope it works but I can't say it works I only been on it for month

Yes, I can definitely relate, I often get disoriented and don't know where I am when I drive sometimes...I get no relief from them as no medication seems to work! It's a never ending cycle. I can't concentrate or retain anything my memory is being affected too! I can no longer work and feel like a failure...