I was having bad insomnia for about a week and listening to a lot of Riz Ahmed rapping. This kind of came to me while I was struggling to go to work. It's probably not good but wanted to share in a safe place.

I like the cold because my brain is always too hot. Going and going with thoughts. I can't handle all that comes through. It can be positive like Riz Ahmed thanks for giving me this as an outlet or negative with I really don't want to live. I'm stuck, broken but no one sees the marathons going
Inside my head it's NYC on marathon day but my body could use that energy to do anything but searching for the will to live would be a really nice place.

Social Anxiety


Anxiety (Including GAD)


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  • Niktheking


    Hi, I think you need to start thinking and understanding together with your parents how you manage to lead a more independent life, both for you and for them. We must remember that they won't always be and can't always be the ones who care for us, so we have to find a way to integrate better into society.

    • BFreudel


      I don't think you understand the post at all. I do lead an independent life. My mom doesn't care for me in so many ways. I have a full time job and I'm working on a masters degree. So I don't know where you got that.

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